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Book cover image of If I Had My Life to Live Over by Sandra Martz

Authors: Sandra Martz, Sandra Martz
ISBN-13: 9780918949257, ISBN-10: 0918949254
Format: Hardcover
Publisher: Moyer Bell
Date Published: January 2010
Edition: (Non-applicable)

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Author Biography: Sandra Martz


Sandra Kay Martz founded Papier-Mache Press in 1984. Papier-Mache Press was known for publishing accessible books which, "presented important social issues through enduring works of beauty, grace, and strength," and "created a bridge of understanding between the mainstream audience and those who might not otherwise be heard. As an editor and publisher, she has compiled several successful Papier-Mache Press anthologies including If I Had My Life to Live Over I Would Pick More Daisies, and I Am Becoming the Woman I've Wanted, a book that explores the powerful feelings women have about their bodies.

Book Synopsis


This companion volume to the award-winning anthology, When I Am an Old Woman I Shall Wear Purple, illuminates the experiences of women, young and old, reflecting on the choices they have made. In these stories and poems we see how women's alternatives are both extended and limited by personal belief systems, ethnic and cultural identity, class and economic status, age, and gender. Whether exploring significant public events or small private choices, these word portraits resonate with authenticity and meaning.

Publishers Weekly

Lacking the eccentricity and distinctiveness of its bestselling predecessor, When I Am an Old Woman I Shall Wear Purple (on women and aging), also edited by Martz, this new volume on the theme of the choices women make throughout their lives is simplistic at best. The language of most stories and poems here is uninventive and often cliched; themes are staid. ``A child is growing somewhere / in this weary world, / an innocent unwary / of emotions shattered,'' writes Shirley Vogler Meister in a sing-song, rhyming poem about adoption; and the narrator of Stephany Brown's story, whose boyfriend promptly enlisted in the Army when at 16 she told him she was pregnant, says that ``having his baby is still the best thing I ever did.'' Too many of these pieces have haunting echoes of a campaign for Family Values. Reading these pages, one would assume women no longer make choices other than having children vs. having an abortion, marriage vs. divorce, or which boy to date. A few excellent tidbits--Janice Levy's story about a Mexican woman entering the U.S. illegally and working as a maid or Pat Schneider's poem about a sister choosing to be a nun--are not enough to make this volume worth reading. 70,000 first printing. (Feb.)

Table of Contents

Foreword
If I Had My Life to Live Over1
Requiem2
Loving Jerry3
Small Life8
Broken Vows10
A Palsied Girl Goes to the Beach18
The Keeper of Spaces21
Adoption22
The Sacrifice24
Holy Places27
Morning News37
Getting Ready39
Spiderplant43
Life Support44
Art As Life48
Resume50
Mother Land51
A Woman's Choice52
Maire, Who Feeds the Wild Cat?54
Imaginary Bonds57
The Scorpion Wore Pink Shoes58
Good Intentions68
Sunspots69
On the Nature of Sin70
The Woven Wall83
White Horses84
October Fire94
One Last Time95
It Is Enough107
Five Years Later109
Praying in the Dark110
A Weaver111
Orchards and Supermarkets112
Divorce114
Vietnam115
Getting On with It116
Cauliflower Beach117
The first time I married127
Good-Bye Prince Charming128
Old Friend Sends a Chain Letter130
Woman132
The Choice133
Bittersweet134
Forbidden Lover135
The Life I Didn't Live136
Swamp137
Amazing Grace147
If I Could Begin Again161
Shopping Expedition162
Hot Flash167
On Loving a Younger Man170
Ripening171
Eating Cantaloupe173
The Woman with the Wild-Grown Hair174
Strawberries175
Old Women's Choices186
Dearest Margaret187
Shrinking Down190
Keepsakes192
Counterpoint198
Salamanders199
Advice to Beginners205

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