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I Am Becoming The Woman I've Wanted » (1st ed)

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Authors: Sandra Martz, Sandra Martz
ISBN-13: 9780918949493, ISBN-10: 0918949491
Format: Paperback
Publisher: Moyer Bell
Date Published: January 2010
Edition: 1st ed

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Author Biography: Sandra Martz


Sandra Kay Martz founded Papier-Mache Press in 1984. Papier-Mache Press was known for publishing accessible books which, "presented important social issues through enduring works of beauty, grace, and strength," and "created a bridge of understanding between the mainstream audience and those who might not otherwise be heard. As an editor and publisher, she has compiled several successful Papier-Mache Press anthologies including If I Had My Life to Live Over I Would Pick More Daisies, and I Am Becoming the Woman I've Wanted, a book that explores the powerful feelings women have about their bodies.

Book Synopsis


I Am Becoming the Woman I've Wanted, the latest in the series of best-selling anthologies (When I Am an Old Woman I Shall Wear Purple and If I Had My Life to Live Over I would Pick More Daisies), delves into the sometimes hidden and always powerful feelings that women have about their bodies. In the emotionally evocative style that characterizes Martz's previous collections, this book explores coming of age, sexuality, child-birth, physical power, menopause, aging, and much more.

This is more than just another book about body image. Using her talent for bringing together extraordinary stories, poems, and photographs about women's lives, editor Sandra Martz explores the broader question of how the physical aspects of being female affect women's experiences. This best-selling anthology will have women reading and thinking and sharing for a long time.

Phyllis Hyman - WomanSource Catalog & Review: Tools for Connecting the Community for Women

I Am Becoming the Woman I've Wanted, is a collection of writings by women of all ages, each of which express how it feels to be a woman, living in the space of a female body. Taking and examining their bodies in sickness and in health, in pregnancy and in old age, these women celebrate their selves and their femaleness. All of these titles are guaranteed to bring you closer to other women and yourself–the woman you've always wanted to be, mismatched purple clothing, daisies, decisions and all.

Table of Contents

Foreword
Finding Her Here1
History of the Body2
Applewood5
Room to Love7
Fourteen10
Foot Loose12
Ceremony15
Butchering Time16
Womansong20
A Place to Rest21
Everything That Falls Has Wings23
The Fat Lady Speaks33
Rhonda, from the Runway at Diamond Don's34
Shadow Brush39
Matchmaking40
Response to a Reading46
What I Know from Noses48
The Makeup Poem53
Ode to Grey Hair55
Shell Life61
La Maja Desnuda62
Living the Green Life63
The Spearthrower64
The Marathon66
Back into This Body79
Return to Campus81
Crossing the High Country82
To My Body89
Premenstrual Syndrome90
Spa93
The Women's Side95
Figure Problems97
Belly99
Contemplating a Breast Enhancement Operation101
Stretch Marks102
Seeing the Earth from the Moon104
Breastfeeding at Night109
Forever110
Tapping a Stone112
Before Stillbirth113
After Hysterectomy114
The Woman Whose Body Is Not Her Own115
Gathering Morning Fire117
Her Hair118
Joan Has Her Ears Pierced130
Hearing131
To My Eyes132
Menopause Poem134
This135
After Reading Mark Strand's "Courtship"137
Better Than Sex138
To Women Who Sleep Alone139
The Pier142
To Be Able155
For S156
Examining the Heat Exchange over a Mug of Tea157
The Naked Truth159
Plastic Surgery160
The Nest161
This Insane Notion, She Says166
Take My Body168
Crone Drives through Spring170
Combustion171
Osteoporosis173
Lucy175
Rehabilitation177
After Sixty185
Clay187
Spring Surge191
In Praise192
Volunteer Mourner195
The Present196
The Lovers at Eighty205
Blackberry Wine207
The Year Alice Moved to the Attic209
A Living Will216
If Death Were a Woman217

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